The purpose of this working is to expand one’s acausal consciousness, particularly those aspects associated with Saturn and Vindex. Therefore its nature and associated effects are revolutionary, violent, and potentially dangerous, serving to awaken within one’s self what may be termed as Vindexian consciousness–an awareness of the truth of one’s nature as nothing more than a fragile, fallible, mortal nexion yet with a potential to be something far, far greater, if one but dares to be such; an awakening of one’s own unique role within the Sinister Dialectic, a dissolving of one’s own petty desires and ambitions to reveal a far more significant Wyrd that unites yet transcends individualism and collectivism. It unlocks the inner-antichrist, brings one into harmony with their Baeldraca, and makes one a living vessel for the expression of those acausal energies associated with Vindex, the avenger of blood and the restorer of mankind to the glories of an aeon long gone. And, perhaps most simply, it opens wide the inner nexion and thereby expands one’s soul into new heights, new dimensions, new abilities.
Begin by sitting or laying down comfortably, holding a quartz tetrahedron. The setting can be indoors or outdoors–if outdoors, an elemental location works best, if indoors, a dark room with a single black candle burning is best. If you choose to use incense, go with patchouli. Begin by chanting the Diabolus three times, then Agios Vindex, all sung according to tradition. Then vibrate “KAOS” 13 times while visualizing the sigil of Vindex:
The vibrations sent out in this opening invocation are the keys to unlocking the the sphere of Saturn–the very Throne of Vindex–within.
Now enter a deep trance, the deeper the better. Get so relaxed that you can no longer feel your body. Now turn your attention to your solar plexus. Visualize a nebulous sphere there beginning to open up and expand–it can look however you wish. Perhaps it’s perfectly round, or perhaps it’s all ripply and bubbling. Perhaps there are tendrils reaching out from the center. Perhaps it’s a little window into distant realms and you can see stars spread across a little view of endless black space. It’s all up to you how to do this–just whatever comes natural, whatever appeals to you the most, that’s the right way to do it.
Know that this black sphere is the very center of your being. It is all that you are, all that you’ve been, and all that you will ever be, yet it is also that indivisible essence of all that lies beyond you. It is the inner nexion, the inexhaustable fountain of azoth that holds the key to your full potential, your true cosmic Wyrd, which is bound inexorably with the Wyrd of every other man, woman, and child. It is the secret of the beyond, the Self that lies beyond the self. It is eternally nameless, yet it forever vibrates with that most arcane chant–BINAN ATH, GA WATH AM… BINAN ATH, GA WATH AM… BINAN ATH, GA WATH AM… The heartbeat of the soul awakened by sinisterly-numinous ambition. Now vibrate this chant slowly, deeply…
BIIIIIINNNNNAAAAAANNNN AAAAAATTTTTHHHH……. GAAAAAAA WAAAAAATTTTHHH AAAAMMMMMM……
Behold the fire–the power within me is great!
Let the vibrations fill your entire being. Do not stop repeating this vibration–let it continue throughout the course of the entire meditation.
The sphere that has expanded from your solar plexus is now beginning to extend its reach outside of your body and into the space around you. Continue to expand it outward; you have no sense of your physical body any longer, but you are fully aware and feeling of this extension of your spiritual body. Feel the acausal energy flowing forth from your solar plexus and filling your entire being and all that surrounds you. How big can you make this dark, nebulous cloud of dark anumen? Can you fill up a room? How about an entire building? Keep going, do not stop until you feel it is done and you’ve gone as far as you need. Practice this regularly until you’re able to cover an entire football field with this sphere of energy, then continue to practice it even more. When you’re finished, SLOWLY begin to drift out of the trance and re-ground yourself by whatever means you see fit. Sit and exult in the energies raised for at least 15 minutes.
And one final word–I am Vindex; you are Vindex; we are all Vindex, if we but dare to be…